Sick.

Flu, on and off.
Sore sorethroat.
Burning, but no fever.
Terrible Headache.

Grr, thanks ey!
Feetri buat perangai on ong’s lesson.

Maafkan aku.

Sunday ,
Let’s talk about Sunday. Previous days, im lazy to post. So basicly, Sunday was National Day so i went to -idon’tknowhere- to watch fireworks. It was sucha tiring day but filled with happiness. I’ve been craving for this happiness y’know. While waiting for it to start, i played psp. I just love it. So as per normal, can see the parachute, aeroplanes and stuffs. And thanks ah for the splashing, eh! However, brother wasn’t in the mood. He was emoing cause he was sick. Around 820pm, we started to packed. After the fireworks, we straight away choaz. Wow, you never know what happened man. Crowded, like riot. Like seriously, if people fall, they will be step down man. Mampos kot! So yeah, it took us less than half an hour to get out from the obstacle. Then we headed to geylang to have our dinner. No need such elaboration. For the rest, let the pictures/videos to do the talking. Actually there is more pictures, but it is with sister.

Shiat, i can’t upload the video. Damn damn damn it lah. Next time people, tsktsk.
Psst, i’ll post about today, tml k? But i had damn fun today ah. Thanks to those monkeys. HAHAH! No lah, guyfriends and Chong <3

I’m tired of being your doll.

Cos i keep, keep hanging on.

I’m confused. I can’t differentiate between real and faked anymore. I don’t know why. Eversince somebody fooled me, i can’t differentiate it no more. How you know if a person ask you for a stead whether it is real or faked. Somebody please, answer me. I can no longer hold this.

Currently listening to: I still love you – Alexz Johnson
Mood: Happy.
Morning assemble was fine. Then the cadets all did some show, show or what? Hah. Y’know, i told chong that when guys are in their smart uniforms, they looked so hot. Kan? And chong agreed tau. Samuel’s voice made me high. Haha. Kan chong? Yes. Then after assembly, went back class. Helped to do the banner. Oh gosh, eventho’ it was done in a short time, it looks gorgeous. Im so happy. Credits to syahirah, cheryl chua and more. But this two that made the effort. So proud of them tau. Art student, winky* So alot of girls helped to finished it. Krisna, Alena, Hidayu, Chong and me. Actually more ah, like Nazrul, Hidir, Oscar, Naim. Finished by 915am, then lessons back to normal. One thing i hate about this year celebration is there isn’t any performances. Can’t be any worse, we still go home at usual time. Mepek much. So then chemistry, did some worksheet. Next two period was maths, bored. But i was high. I flirt with chong. Hah! Recess, lepak with syahirah, chinyuen, naim and chong. Talks, laughs. I think i agree with irah when she said that ‘she’ is a girl who kinds like holding on to people. And i don’t blame her. With her backgrounds, i feel sorry for her. Oh c’mon feetri, who is the one said that you must appreciate people for who they are. Right right? Gosh, i think i need to redeem my mistake. Yes, i need. Aft recess, mother tongue. I love today mother tongue. Thanks to iqel and hidir. They so mean tau! But in a funny way. Haaah. Bluetooth sane sini eh! Love it. Gosh, i think i did something evil. Yes, i just did! Make sure it doesn’t go to her. Prays hard!* Aft schl went to central with titi. Bought mocha oreo. Pekak pey auntie! Korek telinga please. Then went home. Feeling abit giddy. Alone at home, and rotting. Im watching hana kimi.

- You just don’t baby.

Baby, you down down.

Currently listening to: Struggle everday – Akon
Mood: Sad, happy.

Baby,
I don’t really know what is happening to our friendship, is like everytime we meet, we always fought. Even if we don’t show the expression, but it is obviously stated. I hate it, i hate this. Let me tell you straight how i feel. I feel that my love for you has faded. I don’t wish to, but it just happened. Cos everytime you say bad about me, i accept it, but however it’ll decrease the love for me to you. All this while, i take your insults. Can’t you see, baby? I always gave you a second chance, but you never think about me. Im sorry for always turning you down whenever you asked me out. But baby, i can’t do anything. Can’t you understand? You’re my soulsister, and you’re supposed to understand me. But no, you doesn’t. I feel so sad and hurt. There’s once, when we fought, and you said out those hurting words. And the next day, you said you’re sorry. I forgave you. But baby, what do you take me for? A doll? Where you can vent your anger with, and the next day you take it as tho’ im not hurt by your words. I think we should just end our friendship here, baby. I can no longer take in your words. I gave up. But thanks for the last 4months. I’ll keep th good memories in my heart. I’ll miss you.

Happy Birthday, Radhia (!)
Goodluck in your future andeavours eh honey. Be strong, and i believe you can go thru every thing. I love you, but i miss you. I owned you a present kay!

Schl rocks for today. Espically during Art lesson, things were awesome. But i was a victim. I was hurt everywhere. Physically, and we joke about it. Haha. And also i was molested by alot of people. Espically Flora, she touched my body. Haha, oh gosh. Seram tau, kalau pompan yang molest. Hidir also, amek kesempatan jek! Naz, aku kesian kan kau eh. Haha! Tml must wear red & white? Merepek uh. I think im wearing uniform je. Beh dengar2 lesson back to normal aft 8:40. Tak syiok uh!

Love doesn’t bring you far.

Currently listening to: Starstruck – lady gaga
Mood: Angry, sad, happy.

Schl was fine, except for my physic class. It sucks really. I hate Ong for today. I don’t know, but he like forcing me to do things.                                                      
Ong: Eh, you people doing the banner ah? (To melvin)                                       
Melvin: Yeah, but only two people lehs.                                                                            
Ong: She can help what. (Pointing me) Don’t make excuses ah, you know i talk to your parents already. Then laughs.                                                                         
Thanks ah, you’ve ruined my day.

I love Oscar today. He rocks, cos he made my day. Y’know (:                      
Hahaa, aku naq jealous? Buat pe luhs. Kau bukannye hot sanget pons.

Kbyeeeeeeeee -